Suddenly, i have this thing for friendship.
Ideally, best friends are there for each other whenever they need each other.
Ideally, best friends are just a phone call away.

I am wondering, how many best friends i have, or should i use singular term?
How many best friend i have?

Verbally, or facially, yes we can self-claim that we are best friends or BFF (female favourite term).
However, a true friendship, how long can it last?
Yes, we can maintain it for awhile, but the question is, how long it can last?
How long..

Even a 7years friendship can turn sour, consider this is the 9th year i know her, but the friendship stopped there.
Even we both self proclaim that we will be there for one another when we need listening ear, can just gone with the wind.
Needless to say, a true friend whereby we just need to sit down without talking, you feel lighten up alittle already.

Well, look around you, how many friends you have?
how many TRUE friends you have?
how many BEST friends you have?

Friendship need 2 hands to clap, is like going into a relationship.
Is the same, we need to put in effort and make things happen.
However, my case, i guess i put in too much till.. i always been taken advantage of.

Whatever it is, i am not trying to say i am not going to trust or be there for someone.
Just a random rant.
Knowing those "friends", i am kinda disappointed in them, utterly and totally.

you know, is kinda bad that i have this feeling now:
"no matter how little i do, i always feel i could do less"
I know is bad, dont worry, i wont adopt that.

whatever it is, i am still appreciate for those who always stay by me.
a big thanks.

Friends
Where are you?

but well, i doubts they will even look at this poor site of mine.
yup.
very sure.


Sino

well, i am back to this place..
writing.

been reflecting alot, be it my social life, my pool and everything.
what happened to the old sino?

i realised, over the time, i had changed.
to someone i dont really know either.

sigh.
shall see what i can do about it.

well, thanks for continue patronizing my blog although haven been update much.
i will write more.

I promise.

sino

Officially declare, i am breaking down.

alright, at this stage of time, i am suppose to be doing my assignments.
But however, decided to stop for awhile and think about whats going on in my life.

Pretty much clearly told from the big size font word.
well, i am someone who demand alot from myself to prove my worth, my standard and needless to say, my commitment.

But sad to realise, all these while, i am wrong.
Putting myself into such a mess situation now, doesnt help me at all.
All i can say, i deserve all these?

Failing to overcome myself in Pool, a first big failure of me.
Now, in this weekend, more or less, i have to finish 3 projects to allow myself to study for my next sat's test regarding Employment Law.

And now, to add on the fucking piles shit that i have to fucking do, i am fucking sick.
HAHA, how fucking wonderful the fucking timing is..
fuck, Can you fucking see it?
how fucking well done is it?

Back to my fucking assignment.
Fuck off.

Sino.

The Men's Rules

Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules " from the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )

2. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

3 . Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

4 . Crying is blackmail.

5 . Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just tell us what you want!

6. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..

7 . Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

8 . Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.


9 . If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

10 . If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

11. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

12 . Whenever possible, Pls say whatever you have to say during commercials.. we don't disturb you while you are watching your soaps and serials.

13 . Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

14 . ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

15 . If it itches, it will be scratched. We all do that.

16 . If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !

17 . If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

18 . When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

19 . Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing or Football.

20. You have enough clothes.

21. You have too many shoes.

22. I am in shape. ! Round IS a shape!

23 . Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
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But did you know men really don't mind that ? It's like camping.

SINO.

"I'll prove to you, if God exist, then he is evil. Did God create everything that exists? If God created everything, then He created the evil which means God is evil."

"Does cold exists?"

"of course it exists, have u never been cold?"

"In facts, cold does not exist. According to law of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat."

"Does darkness exists?"

"of course it does."

"In facts, darkness does not exist either.
Darkness is in reality the absence of light.
Light we can study, but not darkness.
Evil does not exist, it is just like cold and darkness.
God did not create evil.
Evil is the result of what happen when man does not have God's love present in his heart."

well, is been awhile again since i last blog.

Well, life kinda mundane for me now.
Is like, wake up go work.
then after work, either drink or got school.
or pool training.

Weekend, although there is no more OT, on the other hand, i constantly need to meet up with my classmates from different modules.
Project.
How about that?

Well, at least this coming saturday, my pool team is having chalet.
Kinda take a break before all my nightmares come.
Term test, assignments deadline to meet.
Owells, theres life of a full time working adult, part time student and committed to pool.

Sigh.
Thats life, seriously, cant wait for my Uni life to be over.
At least, i can focus just on work and career.

Well, theres something i am looking forward to.
and of course, at the meanwhile, i want to have holiday.
Be it a short few days or what.

So, till next time.

We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves

Sino.

"A reflection occurs when light bounces of a smooth surface.
In that moment where light meets the smooth surface, an image is formed.
A mirror works on this principle, and has been in use for the longest time.
However, on a less scientific level, what is on the other side of the mirror?
A reflection is the reproduction of one's image in a inverted form
if everything in the mirror is inverted, should there be a reflection of one's personality, how would it look?
I know my personality reflection will be better off than me
you see life is a reflection of one's action, a mirror of your life in a sense.
But will the inverse appear in that reflection?
If you hear your own eulogy, let me know

Life is not about who you are, but what others think you are."



Well, recently i am basically busy with stuffs.
Routine stuffs.
Drinking have been really bad for me, i missed my work because of drinking last night.
Stayed home the whole day today, including later at night.
Owells, F1 excites someone, but definately not to everyone.

I just want to whine badly.
When i say BADLY, I do mean it BADLY.
I want to run away from routine stuffs, I want to run away from this world.
I want to run away from everything.

Anyway, i am off to.. either dota my night away, or watch streaming movies =).

Sino.

Alright, is been awhile since i last blogged.
Shall pen down something before all my readers decide to give up this blog.

Anyway, life been very very busy for me.
one week, 5 weekdays.
Basically everyday after work, i got something else to do.
For instance, Monday, Wednesday and Thursday, i got school from 7pm-10pm.
and Tuesday and Friday, i got pool training from 630pm-10pm.
Well, just when i think i can slack off my pool training and focus more on my studies.
My coach told me end of this month, if NTU team accept our challenge, there will be a match between us and NTU team.

Well, on the other hand, i recently facing financial problem.
Ok, maybe this is new to you guys, but seriously, this month..i am totally broke.
Surviving on those money that people are owing me.
Side note, can you guys believe the total sum of the money that people owe me are my 2months salaries?
hahaaha, i can be L.O.A.N.S.H.A.R.K already.

Anyway, I shall stop right here.
Just right here.

Anyway, if theres a chance, only a chance, i would want to go to my secret place one last time.
Just realised that place is out for rent.
Damn. if i got the money, i will just rent down the place and be mine.
Arghhhhhh.

Alright, goodbye world.

Loves

Wait for the person who pursues you,
the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,
the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person

Wait for the person who will be your best friend,
the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else

Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt and appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.

And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.

Have you found the person?

Sino

People changes, everything's changing.
I changes.

If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

Without accepting the fact that everything changes,
we cannot find perfect composure.
But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer.

.

I think i got a thing for being closer to nature, just when i am typing this, is raining heavily
I was thinking, or trying to imagine.
Be it overseas, country side or seaside,
I just want go out of the house, lying down on the grass or sand and feel the nature.
Be it rainy day or sunny day, definitely with the one you love the most.
Just cuddle up to her, tossing and turning in the puddle of mud and just spend the entire day together.
How lovely and romantic it can be?
Well, till then.

.

You can choose to grow, learn, become the person you aspire, and master your life. Or you can choose to stagnate, to hesitate, and remain fearful and doubtful and live in mediocrity.

You are responsible for your improvements and success as well as your frustrations and lack of progress.

You decide what's useful. It's up to you to choose what's valuable and important.

It is your choice

.

Sino

Alright, is a boring saturday.
Basically i stayed home the whole evening till now.
And i will be not going out for today.

Tired.

Anyway, i uploaded ShanghaiTrip's photos at facebook.
Selected fews only.
got alot more.

Anyway, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

So, be strong.

Goodnight all.

TGIF.

but, am not sad.
just feeling moody.

=(

Sino

4 Deadly Sins

In Chinese saying,
EAT, DRINK, PROSTITUTION AND GAMBLE.

Well, out of 4 sins, i am infected by 3.

Do i still worth anything on this earth?

Seriously, i dont know.

How to Install LOVE



Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error - Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

__________________________

So, how to delete Love?

Tech Support: Well, if you want to delete or uninstall Love, just pluck out the power supply and it will be done. Once and for most, you dont even on the computer and see many other folders and reminded you of everything else related to Love.

Customer: Is there other alternatives?

Tech Support: Well, you can delete off and uninstall Love by installing new files call Selfish and Hatred.

Customer: Alright enough said.

__________________________

Cant you see, i am just bored?
Actually, i saw this somewhere, just edited the last part.

As what my colleagues said, most of them reach the shore.
But for me, i got a feelings i sank long long time ago.

__________________________

Sino.

hello world, weekend had been havoc, is like total chaotic.
Like opening up a pandora's box.
chaos started.

Well, Over the weekend, since friday, i slpt like a total of less than 10hours
been mahjonging, chilling out, movieing, drinking.

Well, today i wanna do something, i actually want to go to town at night and play around with "my" DSLR camera.
Decided to call it off and planning to have more rest tonight.

And i am totally bored in the lab.
Basically, the whole process freaking delayed 2 hours.
Which means, from 1pm till 430pm.
I am like totally free.

Well, thats all.

Anyway, i saw the tagboard.
I am just wondering, have i really changed? alot?

Sino

I am an Orphan.

I dont have any family members.

Pls adopt me.

Yes, my name is Sino Chong, 21 this year.

Feel free to drop me a call or msg, to at least let me know, someone out there actually care.

sino

am not feeling okay.

screwed up family.

everything.

am not feeling okay.

Am back.

Finally.

Rain Rain, Dont go away.
Rainy Day, Please Stay.

Stay.

I love rainy day, dont you all like rainy day?
Looking out to the window, seeing water splashing against the windows and dripping down slowly.
How about hop on a random bus and people watch during a rainy day?
I will do all of the above if time allows me to.
Seriously.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet.
Enough trials to make you strong.
Enough sorrow to keep you human.
Enough hope to make you happy!

Always put yourself in others' shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything,
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The real happiness lies for those who cry,
those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried,
for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

The brightest future will always be based on forgotten past,
you cant go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

So, is anyone willing to stay?
Stay with this lonely man, who always searching answers.
Yet he always found problems more than solutions.
Yes, that man is me.
So, will you stay?
Please stay.

Sino.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back.
Dont expect love in return, just wait for itto grow in their heart but if it doesnt, be content it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick the from your dreams and hug them for real.

Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

Thats all folks,
Sino.

Alright, in the middle of the morning, i wouldnt say night, because is already 335am now.

Mind just keep running wild while my body asked me to close my eyes and let the lung do the job.

Well, apparently, i am suffer from insomnia again.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often times we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one, which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word.
And walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we dont know what we've got until we lose it.
But it's also true that we dont know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Ask yourself.
Have you meet the wrong people?
Have you miss the opened door?
Have you treasure enough?

Honestly, I am lost with the world,
Fading slowly, disappearing.
I am losing the real me.
Wait, whats the real me.
I wonder.

Loves,
Sino.